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also, listen to this.

RU CHAN! welcome. this page is, shockingly, for you. crazy, i know.
even crazier considering how much i hated carrd a few months ago . but i digress.
ru. you mean the absolute world to me. i can't describe how much my life has changed while you were in it. you're one of the most supportive people i know- you truly have a heart of gold even if you refuse to believe it. whenever I'm sad, you're one of the first people to dm me and ask whats up. you always stick up for me no matter what and when i need advise on something you're one of the first that i come to.
you got a whole group of people who adore and admire you, and for many many many reasons. i, for example, look up to you. when im struggling in school, i think about how you stay up just to complete your work, and i get motivated to get shit fucking done. i envy your drive and intelligence. you have talent just radiating off you and i get super excited when i hear u talking about ur passion and drive. you've been through so fucking much and you've just come back strong from it. you continue to improve as a person every te fucking day. all you do is prove everyone who has ever hurt you wrong and i just respect and love you so, so much. youre my bestest friend on the entire planet and i couldn't wish for anyone else but you. i hope you continue to stay with me and support me for years to come. thank you, and again. i love you.
yes, despite my tsun jokes and the fact that i just poke fun at you 99 percent of the time, theres room in my big ol heart for you. you're welcome.
continue or die.

heres some shit from your besties. all for YOU! you're welcome.